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Notes on an Old Fiddle.
I wrote a note, about the key, you needed the information so you could meet me at the pitch on time.
This was not the first wrong Note, it will not be the last, I did not know you didn’t read perhaps I should have told you instead.
it’s something about our communication, What is missing from our relationship, why do we not hear each other.
Perhaps we can solve this equation, seek some resolution why must I march when you are dancing.
Your Tangos sound like Dirges for me.
I might have seemed sharp to you, that joke I told fell flat in the wrong company. The symphony you sought was beyond the scope of the Duet I had planned.
If I were to Score that goal again, perhaps I would not repeat the same notes so often. Variations on a broken theme? Perhaps a fresh Page needs to be turned.
Your melody always haunts me as I hum that tune you used to sing in carefree moments and when you put the children to bed.
I never seem to get it quite right, I will ask you to sing it again I wonder if it is wise to leave that message in another note?
 
 

7 thoughts on “Notes on an Old Fiddle. (For Johanna, I Love You.)

  1. rogerglewis says:

    The Swedish Theory of Love, for those who tread this path again, as so many people have,
    Is where the Language Barrier and perceptions of two opposites in sex and culture reach not merely dissonance but
    incoherence.

    https://www.bitchute.com/video/sKO61vFBzLIV/

    Internationally Sweden is seen as a perfect society, a role model and a symbol of the highest achievements of human progress. The Swedish Theory of Love digs into the true nature of Swedish life style, explores the existential black holes of a society that has created the most autonomous people in the world.

    —Fasad
    The Swedish Theory of Love (2015)
    Plot
    https://www.imdb.com/title/tt4716560/plotsummary?ref_=tt_ov_pl

  2. rogerglewis says:

    Roger Lewis I wrote this poem, Notes on an old fiddle, some years ago. The Poem Gun me down is written by a friend of mine. The Swedish Theory of love, described in the film of that title, is infecting the British way of doing things, this is a mistake. Whilst my friends’ experiences and my own are very different, the thinking behind the way that the modern Washington Consensus world operates against the liberty and natural rights of men is a sort of Stepford Sweden approach, in which Men who are men are increasingly marginalised and demonised and mischaracterised both in Culture and Law. Sweden has gone further with this than anywhere I have ever lived and it is not possible to accept the Swedish Consensus without denying who I am and where I come from culturally, Swedish consensus dictates that there are to be no dissenting or alternative views to that which is usually pre-scripted and handed down by a rather smug and deaf and blind Political Civil society Class.

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    Roger Lewis The Swedish Theory of Love, a film for those who tread this path again, as so many people have, This is where the Language Barrier and perceptions of two opposites in sex and culture reach not merely dissonance but incoherence.https://www.bitchute.com/video/sKO61vFBzLIV/Internationally Sweden is seen as a perfect society, a role model and a symbol of the highest achievements of human progress. The Swedish Theory of Love digs into the true nature of the Swedish lifestyle, explores the existential black holes of a society that has created the most autonomous people in the world.—
    Fasad
    The Swedish Theory of Love (2015)Plot

    https://www.imdb.com/title/tt4716560/plotsummary?ref_=tt_ov_pl

    Lord knows I have tried, but I can not risk growing older in Sweden and my own path leads me to make a new life and possible escape route for my Children should they also find Sweden too claustrophobic and one dimensional, as I have. Brexit for me is also leading to Swexit, I am going home. After two weeks back in the Uk and 2 days back in Sweden it is quite clear that I do not and can never belong here.

    https://redpilluk.wordpress.com/2019/06/09/gun-me-down/

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    Gun me down.

  3. rogerglewis says:

    When one reads a particularly Long Novel there is a pain in parting from the characters, you know you will miss them, but you know the Outcome the Grief of finishing the Book is assuaged by the closure within the pages now returned to the Library. Life, love and relationships do not give the closure one finds in departing a book which becomes one’s favourite. The metaphors of new chapters and turning pages can never capture the sense of the unknown, the step into the unpredictability that lifes’, emergence truly is. Yet a misfiled Library Book leads to seeking on both sides and one does not wish to end up on the wrong shelf, in the wrong library in the wrong section without a dust cover.

  4. rogerglewis says:

    Women are from Venus.
    https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0452594/

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=guRKt55XOfU

    This is detail the context is the Swedish Theory of Love.

  5. rogerglewis says:

    Roger Lewis
    January 4, 2010 ·

    Announcement. Gossip being what Gossip is I thought that as I’d just written to an old friend explaining our imminent move to Sweden I should post the essential facts here.So here they are.
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    Roger Lewis
    Roger Lewis Our plans this year are to move lock & stock to Sweden where I am setting up a small recording studio specialising in real Vintage Guitar Sounds. Should be fun buliding up a collection of Classic amps as well as adding to my guitar collection.We will be based in the hills outside Angleholm near Borstadt where they hold the Swedish Tennis open.We have seen a few small farms with stables and outbuildings which suit our plans perfectly.
    The Estate is more than likely sold we’ll see when we get back from Sweden on the 14th if our buyer is going to perform, if not the Estate will be broken up as our Bank for the main house( Yorkshire Bank\Clydesdale) has run out of patience that the place has not found a buyer or been refinanced and appointed an LPA reciever( this has nothing to do with the Carriage House or the Estate Cottages). They made the appointment literally a day before a buyer appeared for the whole place. Quite honestly the bank have been less than helpfull the past two years but they have had struggles of their own to cope with, if the sale does not go ahead then I am looking forward to working with the LPA reciever the bank have been absent for most of 2009 at least he is someone we will be able to ring and talk with.
    As a family Johanna and I are just pleased to be moving on.
    Whatever happens Sweden beckons.
    I’m looking forward to 2010, 2009 was a good year for all the right reasons for me with the birth of our Son Rasmus,a lot of other things fell into place for me also rediscovering a lot of stuff i’d forgotten over the years that I wish I hadn’t. I’m looking forward to drawing a line under my very expensive( financially) excursion to Somerset, mind you it has been nearly Seven years now and I’ve never felt happier.
    A future without Bankers or Planners and lots of Music and Family activities is more than I had the imagination or even could have wished for 7 years ago.
    All the best
    Roger

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